I wanted to ship after building for half a year for months. Now, 50 users have signed up, and 20 users are allowed access. What a privilege and honor. I couldn't be happier and prouder.
Paradoxically, a new experience has come up.. While looking at 75 checked items on my to-do list. All that got us here. But now I have 150 new to-do items covering feedback ideas, improvements, things that don't work well. Overwhelming at a glance. An avalanche of work coming to get you. Some mornings I wake up thinking oh shit. Most mornings I am thinking fuck yeah, oh shit, then fuck yeah again, oh shit.. Repeat.
Its a roller coaster ride, fueled by momentum created by my inner hype train. Wouldn't trade it for anything.